A Teenager's Life

Lol
I think Iam on my teenager road or something..
Whatever you call them..
Lol

I've got a sudden urge to be loved or love someone...
Gosh I wanted a relationship..
What am I thinking?!?!
Alamak
Very crazy of me to think of such stuffs...
Lucky only mei xuan could see this... :P
So pai sei sia... :p

Haizzz...
Can't believe I won't be going to the same school or see my friends again...
Except for that time when we get our results...
Some go JC some go poly...
Some go this course some go that course...
So even if we go into same poly or JC...
We might not go into the same course or see each other...
Which also means I won't get to see you...
My first crush too.
And some other infatuations...
Lol
I think they all look cute... :p

GOSH
See see that's what I call ' the road to teenager doom '
Lol
Kks I made that up...
I mean the teenager doom thing...
Can't think of what represented this so I just anyhow make something out.. :p

Haizz...
Having crushes are like so 辛苦 sia...
Plus all the crushes I have is like so wrong de...
They all have somebody else that they like de lor...
Den is like definitely no chance de...
Chanceless ; Hopeless
Plus nxt year all will change again...
But I will never ever forget the first crush I had...
Cause it's a FIRST...

Yeap...
All will change nxt year...
I will have to continue to be optimistic...
But Iam not sure how long I can be optimistic...

This is driving me nutty...
Lol
I seem desperate...
LOL and DOUBLE LOL